Spent a lifetime preparing for a lifetime.

I was at Seleena's place in Bangalore where we were talking about the turns in my life & trying to analyse the why's & the what now's when I got a phone call which ran real long. She switched on the TV & stumbled onto this movie called Little Black Book on HBO.After the call I came & sat down to watch the movie with her. Thats when the main character started talking my mind. Both Seleena and me looked at each other & we were like " how come we never stumbled on this movie ever before & it had to happen today"?
Like a line which says :-

Question :how does a girl who falls, no actually jumps eyes wide open, down a rabbit hole, plummeting into chaos come out unchanged?
Answer: she doesn't.
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There are moments in life when you hope your decisions weren't rash. And moments where you just know.
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You've gotta prepare for the life you want.
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Knowledge is a terrible and a marvelous thing
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I needed a reality check.The line between right and wrong had blurred.In my search for truth,I had become the lie.